The moment you lose sight of self,
almost automatically,suffocation lodges in a secret compartment within you and in an impossible way,sustains you.
Its almost ironical,the way this functions...The huge hole that takes form within drains the air from sustaining substantial life and yet the density that results from the process almost feeds one with inevitable strength.The hollowness that grew within me,the entity that time nor strength was able to fill..(you learn, that when one gets hollow, no amount of life force can undo the drainage...because it is almost invincible,like a parasite,feeds off of you...and will only matter when it has grown larger than you..only noticable when it dishevelles the person you are)....now is tamed by the suffocation.Hollow,would always be hollow..
The only plausible solution to the situation would be to let go of self...
to drown...
and see if one would rise back.To challenge,to test the strength of character....
Suffocate,to survive.
And in this moments of frantic yelling,struggling to float...one slowly begins to catch up...learn to swim.Take form...awaken..live.
Embrace invincibility to become invincible?

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