The beggining

It has been long since ive written anything down....on and off blog.. I have been distracted...or at least ive been distracting myself..with petty details..To escape from the real questions...The responsibilities. But....from under the covers,i slowly realise that it isnt possible to hide away..you cant detach yourself from the life you're leading...even when you're now living 6 hours away from home.

Yes, i dio miss home...Miss the familiarity..the comfort..the love. Slowly uncovering the "real world"..or at least, my perspective of it...and im realising that trust is a risky investment...and once the market crashes...its not as simple as monetary loss. The valuables at stake are more than paper...they're the entities of your life; love,friendship,hope,happiness....
Some people are not worth it...you find out the hard way..and lose some in the process.... But at the same time,the ones that are genuine will begin to surface as you redefine certain aspects of your life..and these are the ones that would stay..

Im untied now...the knots tightened over the years loosened by love...
N now im sane...
Im not bleeding anymore..inside or out...
The sparks have spoken...im understood..

Thats the latest update...another one would depend on my mood...and time...n priorities..
But..ive logged this part of my life..its a milestone reached..