Say something....

Falling into that all too familiar pit
again,
Dashing away into my comfort zone,
again,
Ive been running away...
but here i am
again,
So is this good?
I ask..cuz im hanging
I cant connect with these colors i see..
I cant hear my music no more...
im letting go
again?
No ,NOT GIVING UP
gosh i wish i knew where im going
what im doing
This pain i feel...am i supposed to get up?
After this is over, am i supposed to pick up the pieces..
believe that im renewed once more,
lie...
again
And see hope when its not there
See myself, the truth ive regained
loose it again, i fall
into this all too familiar pit...
again.